发现与自我突破（一）——马来西亚 法尹

      I once read a book and it said that our mind is like a garden. We have to always look after this garden consistently in order for it to flourish healthily.

      我曾经读过一本书，书中提及我们的心就像一座花园。我们要常常照顾这座花园，让花园（的花卉）健康绽放。

      This is a portrait of my inner-self contributing to the monastery. I think the most profound thing I did was contributing my imagination and artistic skills to the monastery. I think the things I did did not worth much, but it still felt a certain sense of worth in it. Although my mind and heart are contradictory, the surroundings gave me a sense of purpose and it felt that I made a difference to others.

      这是一幅描绘我自己对道场所做的贡献的内心自画像。我想，贡献我的想像力以及绘画技巧是我对道场所做最有意义的事。我觉得我所做的事不是非常重大，但还是觉得它有一些贡献。虽然我的内心是矛盾的，但周围的环境给了我一个目的，而它让我与别人有所不同。

      The interactions between me and other people were always a challenge. This time over here at Taiwan, I felt more natural. I did not take people’s opinions personally as I used to. My heart felt bigger and dare to be more adventurous than I used to be. I do not have to force myself to be brave. I felt that I am brave. 

      （对我来说）与别人交流沟通常常是一个挑战。这次在台湾，我感觉更自然了。我不再像过往一样，对别人的看法过度敏感并一直放在心里。我感觉到我的心变得更广大，也比以前更具有冒险精神。我不再需要强迫自己变得勇敢。我认为我已经变得勇敢了。